I'm going to have to make three journals that I can show officers so I guess this one will be limited for now.

My current thought: I really wish I could have had some non-Thayer hallway time with Michael today...

Michael = Doc by the way, I like Michael (and he likes) better, but I'm so use to calling him Doc that I have to train myself otherwise. Kind of like how he's trying to get me to stop apologizing for everything. It's only saying "excuse me" instead of "sorry," but old habits die slow.

Happy sigh and wide smile : ]

Repeating what I said in Oct 11

I'm crazy about Doc, and the very fact that I like him so much scares me because I am afraid of getting hurt.

I remember the other thing I was afraid of with him ... leftover fears I have from my experience with Jason ... that he'll leave me for the ex- ... I dunno we all carry our baggage I guess ...